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My Mind-Numbingly-Long Life Story:

I'm 21 years old... I'm a darker artist. If you want to put a catagory on me, I'm a Romance/Dark/Gothic Style Art Photographer. I normally take very sad, morbid, or solemn pictures, but I'm always open to different styles. I like to shoot romance shots because I'm a high believer in true love and old fashioned romance.

I'm just a simple guy, with an admitted blood fetish. I'm a lab technician for Lenscrafters, and a Graphic Designer/Color Media Specialist for a Company called Joseph Merritt. I do a lot of photography in my spare time, and I love to model, photograph, and edit my work.

I've gotten myself back into photography once again, becasue I have the finances to support it. I'm a photographer, but also would like to model as well. I feel this would give me the chance to utilize both sides of the camera.

I'm into a lot of things, but if you ever find something that I haven't tried, I'm always willing to give it a shot. I'm very open, and trust worthy...and I love talkers...

I'm approx. "6'2" with blue eyes, and 165 lbs. I'm a music whore, and I've been able to find at least one thing from any band that I like...

I've never done any drug other then my perscription meds that I've been safely off since I was 16... (But I'll implore you to find a drink that I can't handle).

I like almost anything, honestly...

I'm currently single and basically looking for someone I can be attracted to, someone who's willing to share interests, someone always willing to try new things, someone willing to compromise, and above all, someone who is willing to know the difference between an argument and a discussion. I need a girl who will be open with me for any issues that we would have in a relationship, talk to me about it, not get defensive, not yell, and not interrupt each other.

I'm not especially into smokers, pot or otherwise... Or general druge use for that matter... I'm not saying I wouldn't enjoy their company, but not something I generally look for in friends or otherwise. I don't stop people from doing it, nor lecture them, I just don't do it myself. It's your life, and your choices, I'm not going to say that you're wrong for what you choose to do.




More of my Mind-Numbingly-Long Life Story:

I went through 12 years of Catholic School, (Grades 1-8 were at Holy Trinity School and 9-12 at Lowell Catholic). This does not make me any form of religious nut, in fact; I'm pretty "picky-choosey" about my faith... I then went to ITT Tech in Woburn MA in which I studied Multimedia/Graphic Design, and had a job at Lens Crafters as a Lab Technician making people's glasses. I graduated on Sept. 11th, 2006, and started my job at Joseph Merritt and Company on Sept. 12th as a Graphic Designer/Color Media Specialist.

I did all of this for the one thing that I've always wanted. During High school I had a set plan to reach the position one of my dream jobs, (Homicide Detective or Forensic Analyst) that was completely obtainable. I was qualified to enlist in the Army, get my training, have my issue time, and have them pay for my training at the Best Criminal Justice School in New England, at U MASS Lowell. Then I would proceed to go through the ranks and achieve one of my dream jobs within 6 to 8 years. I had followed the careers of 3 other people who were in the position that I had wanted, and they hadn't gone to school for criminal science, nor specifically trained for it. They had gotten there with a degree in general science, so I knew I would have much greater odds and leave out any chance of not being able to obtain my goal. There was only one issue, my future family. (Stepping off subject for a moment)

My father had divorced and left my mother to fly from Arizona to Massachusetts to live with her mother when he found out she was pregnant with me. He wanted nothing to do with either of us. I've come to grips with this issue, and have no problems talking about my father, nor any other of my sad past. I had come to find out later in my life that I had been the third of this series. I had 2 older half brothers, Jimmy (last known at 30) and Todd (last known at 25). I've never met either of them, but talked to Jimmy once or twice after getting out of my hospitalizations. He had a family and kids, so my mother had assumed it would do me some good. My biggest fear, (right above my phobia of needles, and dummy puppets) is to become my father. My parents know that there's little they can say to get me upset, so every once and a while, they'll say "You're acting like your father again" which is the biggest mental pain I ever get... I guess the biggest reason I want to have a family is to prove to myself that I could be a great father, and loving husband. (Back on subject)

So with the amount of danger I would have to put myself in, and the amount of time that it would take to get a decent paycheck to start being able to fund a family, I knew that my drive to have a family was much more important to me then my dream job. So I went to ITT Tech in hopes of the growing future in computer technology, and promise of a safe, well paid career. I love computers, and I'm normally pretty good with them. Not to mention that I'm a fast learner, so I figured a rush course would be great. The only problem was in Qtr. 7 I realized something important that I hadn't factored into this... For my dream job, everything was able to be planned, with the path I traveled; I was missing one key factor that I can't control... The "wife" factor... in order for me to obtain my goal, I need a woman to share my love with. I hadn't anticipated this, and felt like a fool.

I'm basically looking for someone I can be attracted to, someone who's willing to share interests, someone always willing to try new things, someone willing to compromise, and above all, someone who is willing to know the difference between an argument and a discussion. I need a girl who will be open with me for any issues that we would have in a relationship, talk to me about it, not get defensive, not yell, and not interrupt each other. I prefer someone who's 20 or older, since I'll be able to go to bars, and I wouldn't want who ever I'm with to be worried about me the whole time, if they can't join me. I'm not ruling out girls who are 18 or 19, but I think someone who's at least 20, (almost 21) would probably be best.

I love to read, but never seem to find the time to do it. I leave the house at 6:30 in the morning, open my branch at Merritt by 7:30, work until 5, leave and have errands or wish to see my friends or keep whatever social life I can still cling to, come home after 10/11/12ish (or even later then that if I'm having a REALLY good time), *repeat*... If I'm ever in a relationship, I love to spend as much time with them as possible, learning something new everyday, sharing moments and being romantic...

I'm a very sweet and honest guy. I don't say something just to say it, because I feel that's demeaning, and insincere. I'm a gentleman from being raised by my loving mother and grandmother, and do everything from holding the doors, to being romantic, never just jumping into bed (I can't stand that), and even caught myself standing when a date had left the formal dinner table once...

The reason I respect making love so much is because, as I had said before, after I had turned 16 I had realized that I don't wish to become my father in any form. So before I could ever do something so serious with someone now, I ask myself "If something were to happen, and this girl get pregnant, am I willing to stay for this child and love this woman for the rest of my time?", and that's only been the case with 3 girls... Unfortunately, they must not have felt the same... This does not mean that I waited or saved myself for marriage, but would still like it to mean something for me.



That's pretty much the collective of myself from my 3 profile sites... I hope to hear from you soon, and if nothing else...

~*Pleasant Somethings*~

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